Yeah. I’m sort of forcing myself to do it at the moment. I feel like I’m reverting back to my old ways. It took me forever to start a blog in the first place due to laziness. And then finally starting it made me feel empowered and I was able to write a new post every day for about a week. And then it became every 2 or 3 days. And then about once a week. Now it’s been almost a month since my last post. Soon I’ll probably forget that I even started a blog in the first place.
I don’t know why I’ve been so unmotivated lately. Maybe I’ve run out of things to say? Actually no, I always have things to say. Maybe run out of interesting things? Or run out of things that are appropriate for a blog? I don’t know. I can’t really pinpoint it. Maybe it’s because of censorship? I always have things to say. They say if you have nothing nice to say, then don’t say anything at all. I guess I haven’t had a lot of nice things to say lately.
I’ve also been busy lately. So it’s not all due to laziness. I’m often not at home. Where am I and what am I doing? You know, I’m not actually sure. It’s strange, I’m always in a rush with many things to do but I’m not really sure what they are. That’s probably in part due to the fact that my memory often fails me. Some people say they can’t even remember what they did yesterday. I can’t even remember what I did today. Maybe that’s why I feel the need to tweet and facebook everything I do. It’s like the movie Memento, but instead of using notes and tattoos, I use status updates.
I think I should start blogging again. Hence this blog post right here. If not to entertain others, then to remind myself of what’s going on in my life at any given moment. Another problem is having to share this computer. Seven people in one house need more than one working computer. Perhaps I should buy another one. Although someone would try and use that one as well. If only the iPad was sufficient for blogging. Apparently you can buy a keyboard attachment for the iPad. But then wouldn’t that pretty much turn it into a laptop? That just seems wrong to me.
Anyway, I suppose the purpose of this post is pretty much to say that I plan to get back in the blogging game. Although I’m not sure if it’s really a game. But if it is, I feel like I’m behind right now and need to catch up to the winner. I’m not sure how to do this. Blogging everyday is probably too much. They say go for quality over quantity. But why can’t I have both? Some may argue that right now I have neither. But whatever. I don’t seem them starting a blog. A year from now, if I have nothing else, at least I’ll be able to look back and know exactly what I was doing on the night of November 13, 2011.