Some days you just don’t feel like wearing bright colours, so I decided to wear this navy blue Ross dress. Since I lack the boobs to fill it out, I wore this black Walrmart tank top underneath it. In keeping with darker colours, I wore it with my brown and gold Aritzia sweater. Actually, now that I’m looking at it, I think the sweater might actually be black, but the gold sparkles cause it to look brown? I figure I should wear a few dark coloured outfits before it gets too unbearably hot and I won’t be able to. I decided to wear silver jewellery to add some shine to this outfit, with my Payless heart necklace and earrings. And then my Suzy Shier bracelet and my UBC ring.
I got this patterned top and this black sweater at Ross Dress For Less in the States. I remember there were other colours of the sweater that I contemplated before deciding on the black one. The white one was nice, but I knew I’d get it dirty. I already had other black sweaters, but this one was special because of the little diamonds along the zipper. I like how they match the ones on my necklace. I love adding a little bit of sparkle to a darker outfit. I think my hair may have still been wet in this picture. Who has time to dry their hair in the morning? I’d rather spend that time putting together an outfit.
It’s getting to that point. Well that point was here like a year ago. It’s way past that point now. But I have to get a new phone. It’s ridiculous the amount of times I attempt to do something and that little clock icon is in the middle of my screen and everything is frozen. It’s finally time. I don’t have to put up with this anymore.
But because I’m so indecisive and clueless about technology, I still have no idea what phone to get. I was thinking an iPhone. But then there’s also the Samsung Galaxy. And I’ve even heard good things about the new Blackberry Z10. Although the only reason I like Blackberry is because I like the keypad. But the new Blackberry is a touch screen phone. So what’s the point? Take away the one thing I love about it? No thank you.
But what the hell should I get? What’s the easiest one to use? I need something very user friendly. What phone will I bitch about the least? That’s the phone I want. One that will cause me to never again write another blog post about how much I hate my phone. Does such a phone exist? Or will I just never be happy?
I think it’s finally time. I think I’ve finally had enough. I thought we’d be together forever. Or at least a little longer. I guess I’ve known for a while now that things haven’t been working out between us. They haven’t been the same as they used to. But I feel like there was once a time where I was happy with you and didn’t want you to ever leave my side. I still don’t want you to leave my side, but I know very soon that I may have to ask you to do so. Because I need better. I deserve better.
I don’t ask that much of you. At least I don’t think I do. Certainly no more than other people in similar situations do. All around me, I see people who have it better than I do. They look at you with judging eyes and wonder what I’m even doing with you. They tell me that I can do a lot better. And they even make suggestions, telling me that it’s time to leave you behind and move on. But I haven’t listened. I’ve told them I was content with what we have, and I’ve defended you when they’ve mocked you. They just don’t understand. I thought maybe they were jealous of my ability to cope with all that you’ve put me through. But maybe they were just tired of seeing me suffer for so long.
You have put me through a lot. Caused unnecessary stress and frustration in my life that could have otherwise been avoided had you just been willing to cooperate with me. I don’t know why you began to refuse so many times. Trying to get information out of you is just such a chore and you’re so unwilling to provide me with what I need. You know I have needs and they are not being met. With you, I am constantly left unsatisfied, more often than not. And it’s a shame because I wish that we could make things work.
I’ve tried so hard to hold on to you and to what we have but I think the time to listen to my peers and get rid of you is approaching. Not today. Not tomorrow. But soon. I know that I can be needy sometimes, but you’re supposed to be there for me and you aren’t so I don’t know what else I’m supposed to do. I need better. You can’t keep up with me and my demands and so I’m going to have to find another. I’m sorry if you think that I’m being unreasonable but you should have seen this coming.
In other words, I’m seriously considering getting rid of my Blackberry and getting an iPhone.
After the last time my blackberry refused to charge, it eventually worked after being rebooted several times. But now it’s happened again and it still won’t charge, even after rebooting. It may be that the battery’s just beyond the point where its chargeable. So to make matters worse, I thought I’d go ahead and use up more of its battery life by writing this blog post. Counterintuitive, I know. But I may as well use it while I can.
As you know from my earlier post today, my phone refused to charge last night. I went to Rogers on my way home today and the guy said to take out the battery and do a reboot and that should fix it. He took it and did so. I’d been reluctant to do it myself all day because I knew it would drain the battery even more and I wanted it to last me throughout the day. But he’d gone and done it and there was nothing I could do. When it had rebooted, the battery was essentially dead, my phone flashing, with insufficient coverage to do anything.
We talked about new phones and whether or not I had credit and that blackberry would come out with something new next year. I’m still confused about whether or not I have any credit at the moment. But apparently I have to wait ten months to receive a full credit. Whatever that means. I feel like that’s what they told me ten months ago. What kind of game is this?
I missed a bus since I had stopped at Rogers. But it was okay, another one came. Except it wasn’t okay. Because when we got to the next stop, the front door somehow broke. It wouldn’t close. We sat there for a while, waiting as the driver fiddled with it. He then announced that we’d have to wait because it was broken. And then finally he told us we would have to get off the bus because he couldn’t go anywhere if his door wouldn’t close.
And so we all made our way off. To add insult to injury, the back door closed in front of me while I was trying to get off. We were forced to wait for the next one. The driver eventually managed to pull the door closed. And then he drove away. Wait, what? I was very confused. The reason we had to get off was because the door wouldn’t close and so he couldn’t drive. But he got it closed. And then he drove. Could we not have gotten back on it since he was now able to drive again? I don’t understand!
The thing that bothered me most about this whole ordeal was not the fact that the door broke and made me wait. It was the fact that I couldn’t use my phone while I waited. So I couldn’t facebook or tweet or text or blog about it to complain. It’s as though Translink and blackberry have both joined forces to conspire against me. Do I even stand a chance?